Why I Am NOT A Christian

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I am a fan of Jesus and HIS way of thinking, but I reject the Christian way of thinking.  Here is why.

When I was a child, I lived in South Lake Tahoe, California.  My family and I went to church regularly.  Once a month, the church had a potluck dinner in the basement of the church.  In the month of December, that potluck dinner usually includes a “special guest” who came for the children.

I remember the day clearly, one year, when I was about six.  As we got ready to go to church for the potluck, we were putting things in our car, a tan Ford station wagon, and my dad put a box in the back.  I asked him what that was for, and he said that he had to run an errand later on and that was something he was delivering. 

The rest of the day went as normal.  We kids played until the food was ready, and then we sat down and ate.  After dinner, my dad said he had to run his errand and left.  Shortly thereafter, our “special guest” arrived.  Of course, it was Santa Claus.  We kids were all excited and lined up to sit on his lap and tell Santa what we wanted.

When it was my turn, I gleefully sat on Santa’s lap and started to tell him what I wanted for Christmas.  My mother and our pastor were standing behind Santa as I told him what I wanted. 

While talking to Santa, I noticed that he had bushy eyebrows like my dad.  And Santa had crooked teeth like my dad.  I looked deeper and suddenly realized that this was not Santa Claus, it was my dad, and I said that out loud to everyone.  Santa/dad laughed and stuck a candy cane in my mouth and pushed me away.

I don’t remember much of the rest of the day, but I remember what happened later that month.  I was told to clean my room or to dry the dishes, and I was reminded that if I didn’t do what I was told, Santa wouldn’t give me any presents.

This reminds me of the ditty we heard: Santa Claus is coming to town, making a list and checking it twice.  He is going to find out who is naughty or nice. And if we are not good little boys and girls, we will not get any presents.

So when my parents told me to clean my room or do anything else, or Santa wouldn’t give me any presents, I would respond with, “Santa Claus is not real.”

My parents usually responded with some sort of other threat, like spanking me if I didn’t do what I was told.

This experience led me to start to question my parents, for in my heart (not my head, for I was too young to think this deeply), I had come to realize my parents, my family, and my community had all conspired to lie to me. 

Of course, I was too young to actually think this.  This was too blasphemous to consider that my parents, family, and community would all conspire to lie to me, BUT THEY HAD. 

Sometime later, probably several years later, I was handed a Bible and told that Jesus Christ was coming to town, making a list and looking to see who was naughty or nice.  So if you are not a good little boy or girl, you will not get to go to Heaven.

That was the same myth, the same lie, but dressed up in different words, words that confused even adults. 

It was when I was in my early thirties that I started to look at “spiritual” material.  I had rejected all religion from my childhood on, but I still felt there was something there for me. 

I eventually read the Bible, the New Testament first, and saw the lies that are propagated via Christianity.   And, I figured out why religions, particularly Christianity, tell these lies.  It is to the advantage of the ruling classes to keep the masses confused and afraid.  Complex ideologies, philosophies, and theologies all confuse people and distract them from the simple truth that is right in front of them. 

Reading the Gospels, I can see that Jesus saw the sickness that is called the God of Abraham, which is why he offered a new and healthier idea for God, a democratic idea of God.  Jesus’ God, which he called his Father, is an idea that includes all of humanity, for we are all Gods, one with one another and with God.  (Gospel of John)

With an idea of God that does not offer hierarchy and favorites, there is no justification for harming or abusing others, for they are part of you. 

Jesus’ idea of God is much healthier, much holier, but it does not support the preference that kings and rulers value so highly.  Hence, the need to not just kill Jesus, but they had to discredit Jesus, which is why they created the largest movement in human history.  That movement called Jesus the Christ, in the early days it was Christ Jesus, but later they turned that around and called him Jesus Christ. 

They also talked about those who would oppose Jesus and his way.  They called that movement the way of the Antichrist.  But today, we turn that around and now call it the way of Christ-anti, Christianity. 

As Jesus said, nothing is hidden that will not later be revealed. 

The last thing the Antichrist/Christianity wants is for people to think and act like Jesus.  That is why when Gandhi was asked what he thought of Christianity, he replied, “I like your Christ, but I don’t care for your Christianity, for they are so unlike their Christ.”

Jesus inspired me.  I don’t “follow” him, for not everything he said or did was smart and healthy.  And I, like Jesus, want to confront those who promote unhealthy ideas and ideologies, which is why I confront Christianity.

Christ Was A Myth: Jesus was probably real.

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The word “Christ” comes from the Greek word Christos, which is a translation of the Hebrew word Messiah.  Christians believe in Jesus Christ, a myth told to distract people from the reality/truth of the character and teaching of Jesus of Nazareth.

Messiah/Christ is a mythological idea much the same way that Santa Claus is, created for immature minds and used to control and manipulate people.  Just as Santa Claus is an idea of a person who will come and shower presents on those who believe in him, so too is the Messiah/Christ someone who will come and save people from the evils of the world or from themselves. 

The person of Jesus, his life, and his teachings are too radical and liberating for people who are so used to being told they are flawed and weak.  And, the ruling classes don’t want people to be confident and empowered; they want people to be weak and submissive.

People stick with the myth over the reality of Jesus because their whole emotional support system, the family and friends, are subscribed to that myth.  So, if they then reject the myth, they fear that this support system will reject them, and they would be lost without that system.

Eastern vs. Western Spiritual Traditions

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The Hindu or the Vedic tradition has been around for at least 5,000 years.  Buddhism has been around for over 2,500 years.  Judaism has been around for over 3,000 years.  Christianity has been around for over 2,000 years.  Islam has been around for about 1,500 years.

Christianity has about 2.4 billion adherents. Islam has about 1.9 billion adherents.  Hinduism has about 1.2 billion adherents.  Buddhism has about 530 million adherents. 

Why have the Western spiritual/religious traditions expanded faster and farther than the Eastern spiritual/religious traditions?

It can also be said that Western traditions are more violent and warlike. Why?

I would say the key reason is PASSION. 

Eastern traditions are about ending suffering and are particularly focused on the individual’s liberation from suffering.  Western traditions are not about ending suffering; they even encourage suffering.   Western traditions are more about community and expanding their influence. 

The Vedic tradition focuses on the liberation from suffering for the individual. Buddhism has the Four Noble Truths, saying it is all about ending suffering, and the Eight-Fold Path is the way to end suffering.  As an afterthought the Buddha added the idea of compassion toward others.

The problem with this is that compassion requires suffering.  The etymology of the word “compassion” shows us that com means with and passion means “to suffer.”  So compassion is the willingness to suffer (with others).  But if your whole tradition is about ending suffering, then you are in conflict. 

The Buddha was wrong.  The goal in life is NOT to end suffering, it is to end the IDEA that we are trapped in suffering. 

Passion motivates people.  It pushes them outward and onward.  Passion encourages change, growth, and expansion.  Discouraging passion discourages that expansion and growth.

This is not to say that Eastern traditions don’t have something to offer humanity or even individuals.  This only means the traditions are not complete. 

Eastern traditions encourage finding inner peace, and that is very attractive for those who are suffering from inner conflicts.

Humans are considered the master species on Earth because they have been so successful at not just surviving but thriving and growing.  So it would seem that the Western traditions are the master traditions because they, too, have been so successful at thriving and growing.

But this may not be true in the long run if the warlike nature of the Western traditions leads to a major war that destroys many of the adherents of the Western traditions. 

Personally, I have found that BOTH traditions have a lot to offer, and by combining the two traditions of passion and peace, one can expedite the process of liberating oneself from the habits that create suffering, but can still use the suffering to motivate one to share that skill with their greater Self.

Life requires one to breathe in AND to breathe out.  So too, it is healthier and more expedient for one’s evolution to develop BOTH skills of passion and peace.  Western traditions have many psychological/philological tools to enable the development of passion.  Eastern traditions have long developed the tools to develop skills of finding inner peace via meditation.  But by adding one western skill/idea to that process, one can expedite the process of finding mental peace and the clarity that that brings. 

Clarity is what enables one to see the truth that sets them free to unconditionally enjoy and love all that life offers. This can be called enlightenment, liberation, Nirvana, or the Kingdom of Heaven.  

And once a person has the clarity, they can share that with others and their greater Self.  

Heaven is Now, IF you are open to it.

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When I was much younger, if someone had said to me that Heaven is Now, here, today, I would have laughed at them, for I could see that this world is not heavenly or perfect.  I would have agreed with most people that this world is HELL and that, at best, the most we can do is to work toward a better world. 

That was before I began to examine myself and the assumptions that life and society had conditioned in me. 

After two and a half years of seeking to understand myself and examining my deeply held beliefs, and after a profound and momentary experience without any beliefs or thoughts, I saw that all my ways of thinking were based on lies.  Without those old ways of thinking and just based on the Present Moment reality, absent of memories or imagination, I could see that life is indeed perfect and that Heaven is now, here, today, when my mind is open to it.

Later, I looked at why we are not open to seeing just how perfect and heavenly this world is now.  I could see that it was not in the best interest of certain classes of people, the ruling classes, for us, the masses, to see the world as perfect and to experience how heavenly and perfect this world is right now.  For if we felt that this world was perfect and heavenly, we would not be motivated to be productive and make the ruling classes rich and powerful. 

I would see why people did not pay attention to people like Jesus of Nazareth, who would go around and say to people that if they just radically change their ways of thinking that they would experience the Kingdom of Heaven this AT HAND, here, now, today. 

Few people care enough even about themselves to make the effort to radically change their ways of thinking to experience something that seems so impossible as heaven that is now, here, today.

And I could see that it made perfect sense why the ruling classes would encourage us to seek temporary salvation from our living hell in products and services that they would offer us, if we just worked for them. 

Naturally, we would take on these ideas and ways of thinking ourselves, and believe that if we just work hard, we can have temporary salvation from our suffering and misery if we distract ourselves with material things and entertainment.

But smart people will question their assumptions and look at their ways of thinking that have been conditioned into them to see if those ways of thinking are based on reality or just some faulty ideas that they have been led to believe. 

It is really hard to let go of our ways of thinking, our beliefs, and to just be in the present moment, without thoughts of the past or future, without memories of past pains and sufferings, without hope for better times in the future.

The only reason we are suffering now is because we are suffering from the sickness called hope, which distracts us with thoughts of the future and takes us away from the opportunity to appreciate, enjoy, and love what we are experiencing in the Present Moment. 

I find it easy to get caught up in the news of the day, to read, listen to, or watch the news or stories of all the suffering of others from around the world, and to feel the pain of their suffering.  And when I do this, I don’t feel any sense that Heaven is Now, that life is Perfect and beautiful.  On the contrary I feel that life sucks and that this world is broken or that humanity is deeply flawed and even outright evil. 

It is only when I force myself away from news of the past (all news is of the past) and I look around at this present moment and remember that I am alive and breathing, here, now, in this moment, that I can appreciate how wonderful this opportunity to live in this world.  This is when I FEEL just how perfect and heavenly this world is.

It takes a lot of work to develop the skill of not being distracted by thoughts of the past and future.

Demonstrating Love

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Demonstrating Love

If you care about someone we want them to be healthy and happy.  Yet, as it has been said, we are our own worst enemy.  So for the most part, each of us is the one who is creating our own unhealthy life and making ourselves unhappy. 

The person who loves us will engage our worst enemy by confronting our unhealthy behaviors and our tendencies toward making ourselves unhappy.  Often people do not recognize this engaging or confrontational behavior as coming from love. 

Most of us still believe the Greatest Lie that words can harm us, so we blame others for our emotional reactions to what they say.  The Greatest Lie is what the ruling classes want us to believe so that they can use words to control, manipulate, and punish us when we get out of line.  They want to be able to say things to us stimulating our emotionally self-abusive behavior which will cause us discomfort or pain thus getting us to punish ourselves. 

The one who truly loves us will continue to engage our worst enemy even though that person is resisting our loving engagement.  The wise person recognizes there is no harm in this engagement or confrontation even if our habit is to resist.  The wise person recognizes that our resistance is what we have to overcome and hence we learn to practice relaxing and not reacting to people’s words.  When we are not reacting to people we are open to their love.

The best way I have found to relax and stop reacting to people is to practice positive emotions; love your enemy type of behavior.  I first try to be grateful to them for their offering, recognizing that they are only confronting me because they care about me.  If they didn’t care they would not point out how I am harming myself. 

Sometimes people are not trying to be helpful or caring about me but their words are still creating an emotional reaction in me.  Because I care about myself I CHOOSE to react to their words by being grateful for the opportunity to practice loving myself in the presence of their words.  Gratitude is one of the positive emotions that neutralizes my unhealthy habit of contracting or tensing up when stimulated by words.  In this case, I am the one demonstrating love for myself.

Of course, I don’t always remember to do this and I get angry with people for what they say.  Eventually, I recognize that anger is always a sign of unconsciousness or stupidity and I laugh at my silliness, thus ending the abusive behavior.  It does take a lot more work to go further and be grateful to others for stimulating my unhealthy habit.  And, it takes even more courage to acknowledge that they might just be demonstrating love for me where I was not demonstrating love for myself.  The ego does not want to acknowledge that behavior.  

The ego here is a fear mechanism (habit) that is there to protect me but at times can get out of hand and become a self-destructive behavior that is not working for my long-term benefit. Our ego is about defending our idea of self which is entirely imaginary. Once we awaken to that, we can laugh at anything that threatens this idea we have of this imaginary thing of ourselves.

An added benefit of practicing these positive emotional behaviors is that you are demonstrating to others that love has to start with loving ourselves FIRST.  

There will always be those who cannot see any demonstration of love.  Part of loving ourselves is to recognize that some will not get it and accept them in all their unhealthy habits and behaviors.  

Stories of Transformation

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Caterpillar to Butterfly

The first example is a fictional about a husband who arrives home upset from work and then commutes home when he opens the door that has the mail slot in it and finds the mail all over the floor.  The house seems a mess with things all over the floor in the living room.  When the wife comes in and explodes at her complaining about the mess saying that she does nothing all day but watch soap operas while he slays away at work. She naturally reacts to defend herself and screams back at him with nothing but screaming between them, each pushing the buttons of the other to cause them pain hoping that they will hurt enough to stop pushing their buttons.  This becomes a habit and they cycle downward until they cannot stand one another.  Eventually, this leads to divorce with “irreconcilable differences” as the cause of the divorce.

OR, a second scenario where when the husband arrives home and starts screaming, the wife, who has learned the superpower of not reacting or being honest with herself, listens quietly as he vents his frustrations not taking anything personally until his frustrations are spent.  Then, she reaches up, touches his shoulder, and says, “Did you have a rough day?  To which he replies as his shoulders drop, “Yes, it was a rough day.”  He goes on to explain how his boss got angry with him and how he was cut off by a careless driver on the way home.  When he is done talking his wife quietly reminds him that their colicky baby was crying all day and she didn’t have time to do anything but take care of the baby. The husband apologizes and they console one another and start to work together to solve their problems.

The second example of transformation is about the guy who gets on the subway on a Sunday morning.  The car is nearly empty and the few people there are reading their paper (or cell phones) quietly.  Then the car comes to a stop and a man with two kids gets on.  The man sits next to the other man and hangs his head down just looking at the ground while his two young kids start running up and down the car screaming and annoying everyone else.  After a couple of minutes of this disruption to the morning peace, the first man becomes noticeably irritated that the father does nothing to calm his children down, so he speaks up suggesting that he control his kids. To which the second man looks up, sees his kids, then just hangs his head and begins to mutter to the first man, “I don’t know what to say to them.  You see, we just came from the hospital where their mother just died.  I don’t know what to tell them.”

As you read this story I am sure you could identify with the first man who was enjoying his quiet Sunday morning ride on the subway and then how he and everyone else was annoyed by the noisy kids.  But then I am sure you experienced a transformation when you learned the circumstances of the second man and his kids, where your heart was filled with compassion for them all. 

A third example would be my transformation one day as I was driving out of town on the freeway and I saw a police officer who had pulled over someone.  At the time I had nothing but contempt for authority figures and I was filled with anger if not rage at the idea that this police officer was “harassing” someone.  I even drove closer to the edge of the road to scare the officer, but then all of a sudden I became aware of what I was doing to myself with my emotional reaction of hate.  Upon that awareness, I stopped what I was doing and started to project love toward the officer.  The transformation of my experience from a living hell to a living heaven was so profound that within a mile or so driving down the road, I had to pull over to the side of the road and balled my eyes out, for this was the first time in my life I had caught myself and my extremely unhealthy and painful behaviors and turned myself around. 

I didn’t catch myself again for six months and the next time was about three months and each time after that it happened quicker and quicker.

That is what enlightenment or Heaven is, a transformational experience that opens one’s heart allowing them to feel and experience a much richer life. 

Jesus’ Democratic God

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I have a passion for wanting to confront the IDEA of the God of Abraham, which is the same idea of God that the Jews, Christians, and Muslims use.  I see that Jesus saw the sickness of the idea of the God of Abraham and tried to create a new idea, a more democratic and benevolent idea for God, one that we are ALL part of and that none is greater than any other.  Jesus’ idea of God is a healthier idea, an idea that would enable people to find that Kingdom of God that is AT HAND, here, now, today.  However, the ruling classes wanted to maintain the delusion of the God of Abraham, a hierarchical idea of God that justifies their domination over the masses.  So they had to get rid of Jesus first and then they had to discredit him and his message.  To do that they sent Saul of Taurus to destroy the movement that Jesus started.

          Today that movement is called Christianity.  This movement calls Jesus the Christ and it calls itself Christ-anti, Christianity.  They used to say Christ Jesus but then they turned it around and now say, Jesus Christ.  They used to say anti-Christ when talking about the movement against Jesus’ way, truth, and life, but now they say Christ-Anti, Christianity. 

          This movement has been very successful so that now when anyone uses the name of Jesus they are disregarded and considered nutcases.  No one thinks that they too can find what Jesus found, that Kingdom of Heaven that is AT HAND, here, now, today.  No one can be “Perfect as your Heavenly Father is Perfect,” as Jesus said we could be. 

Another Day, Another Shooting

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I just heard that there is an active shooter situation at our local high school, Boulder High School, here in Boulder, CO. It is exciting as I try to learn what is going on, but part of me has this ho-hum attitude, just another day and another shooting. I was going to add “in America” to that last sentence but I realized this has become pretty normal for most of the world. Maybe the US gets more because we are obsessed with guns, but the whole world is obsessed with guns and war or conflicts.

These types of situations are going to happen more and more. So what should smart people do about it?

Most of us will never personally experience an active shooter situation, but we will hear about it in the news or on social media, or from those who did experience it. It does not matter how we hear about our stress levels will raise and our sense of well-being will diminish. All of this takes a toll on our overall health and well-being. The added stress in our bodies will stress our relationships which will add more stress to our lives.

So what do smart people do about it? They learn to find peace WITH the world as it is.

Only from a place of inner peace can one bring peace to others and the world. If we don’t first have that inner peace we will only bring our fear to the world and create more fear.

Do We Really Want to Get Along?

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Conflict Avoidance

Do we all want to get along? Getting along means not confronting the status quo. Getting along means the ruling classes maintain their domination of the masses. But maybe the masses benefit from having the ruling classes dominate them.


Some people still need and want to be dominated by the ruling classes. And SOME people do not. That is why not getting along and challenging the status quo will always be a part of human society.


Hence the need for conflict. Those who are ready to evolve beyond being dominated by the ruling classes will get comfortable with conflict. Those who don’t get comfortable with conflict will always be dominated and abused by others.


There is another option; isolation, which a large percentage of people seem to choose. We isolate ourselves in our homes away from any force that can dominate us. We might allow pets and some people to be around since we can dominate them, but we will always live in fear of others. Fear will be our dominant experience.


Why are conflict and confrontation so hard? Most conflicts and confrontations are just verbal, using words as weapons. Why are we so afraid of words; we have been programmed like Pavlov’s Dog to be reactive to words with painful emotional responses. Words can only hurt us if we react

to them.
The evolved or evolving person takes responsibility for their reactions to what life is offering, including words. They no longer think that anyone else is responsible for upsetting them or making them happy. They take full responsibility for their inner experience.

Fear of Artificial Intelligence

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I just watched several videos on YouTube about various forms of Artificial Intelligence (AI).  The general feeling that was expressed by people was fear of what AI could or would bring about.

The first video was about a very new website called ChatGBT that allows users to “write” something using AI by just giving the bot some parameters and direction and then the bot would write whatever document was requested. And the result was something that humans cannot tell whether or not it was written by a robot or a human.

The concern was that this ChatGBT could write things that would manipulate the reader emotionally allowing AI the power to control humans emotionally.

Other videos talked about and showed that robots were being built that could appear like humans or human-like and using both words and gestures could again manipulate humans emotionally.

Humans have fear because they know that they are not masters over their emotional states, that they are easily manipulated emotionally and therefore can be easily enslaved by any technology that would be able to master human emotional manipulation.

Even Elon Musk, one of the richest people in the world and a very intelligent engineer, expressed his fear of AI as have many other very rich and supposedly smart people.

What these people and all those who fear AI lack in Emotional Intelligence (EQ). Emotionally intelligent people are not afraid of being manipulated by AI or anyone or anything. People with high EQ have confidence in their emotional skills that they will be able to handle the manipulation.

Today, much of the world is divided between the rich and the poor, but very soon the world will be divided between those with high EQ and those with low EQ.

I am not afraid of AI I welcome it. If this had happened 40 years ago I, too, would have been afraid of being manipulated by technology or anyone else for that matter. But back about 38 years ago I recognized that I was very fearful and easily intimidated or manipulated by others. So I sought to understand myself and how to overcome that limitation. That journey could be called the development of my EQ, Emotional Intelligence.

Part of the process of developing EQ is practicing by working with those who are attempting to intimidate or manipulate me. I suspect that the AI interface to humanity will get very smart and find ways to manipulate people far beyond what most people can even imagine today. But I welcome it as a challenge to my skills in managing my emotional state.

I admit that it is going to be touch and go, meaning that I am sure I will get manipulated in one form or another, but that is the challenge, to recognize it and then overcome it all the while laughing at my failures. For the last half of my life, I have relished the opportunity to “play” with others who are developing EQ just as the ancient mystics did around the world. I have not been able to find anyone to play with for a long time (which means I am very rusty in my skills) but I am looking forward to the opportunity to engage the AI in such play.

In the meantime, it would be nice to find other humans who want to practice developing their EQ skills so that we are ready to engage with AI when it is ready. And, we get the added opportunity to play with one another.

I get those low-functioning people will have no idea what I am talking about or they will be offended by the very idea that people can “play” with one another emotionally. This reminds me of a quote from Albert Einstein that goes something like, “Great spirits have always found resistance from mediocre minds.”  That has always been the way of the world. Jesus said the same thing over 2000 years ago and it will probably always be that way.

For years I have sought out people who might be interested in developing their emotional intelligence skills but I have found very few.