I am just Tension

Tension, that is all I am.  When there is no tension then there is not me, no I.  Tension in an infinite ocean of stillness.  Like a wave on the ocean I appear to move across its vastness.  Created by the winds of motion, with no purpose or meaning, but always a direction.  Moving, always moving until the day come that I meet the beach.  Does a wave go off to wave heaven after it hits the beach?  Does a wave really move, or does it just not appear to be moving, like a motion picture that is made up of many different still pictures.

What is a wave?  Is it water traveling across the top of the ocean? Then why does the cork not travel with it?  If a wave is not water moving then is it energy?  Can the energy be separated from the water and there still be a wave?  If a wave is energy then where does the energy go when the wave hits the beach?  Is energy an entity?

If for a moment there was not motion what would there be?  Just stillness?  How would you know there was stillness if you did not have anything to compare with?  You would have to move to compare.  Just the absence of motion.  No limits, no negativity, no pain, no me, nothing.

After that moment, there is no wave heaven or wave hell. After that moment there is no fear of the beach.  After that moment there is no fear of life, of motion.  After that moment there is unconditional appreciation, gratefulness, joy and love.  After that moment, you are free to chop wood and carry water.  After that moment, you are free to be ordinary in an extra-ordinary way.

Tension is negativity, negativity is tension.  When there is no tension there is no negativity, all that remains is Perfection.  We are just drops of tension in an otherwise serene lake.  Stillness will come sooner or later when its time is right.  Perfection is the destiny of everyone.

Tension is our resistance to reality. Fear is tension. We have a fear of losing our fear.  When we lose fear we lose tension we lose ourselves.  Don't worry, fear will come back and so will you.  But would it not be nice to be free from fear and tension just for a moment...